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Love, Mercy & Grace

Love so great can't be fully grasped or contained Mercy isn't held and can't be dragged behind or beneath Grace is carried, lifted up, heavy in its lightness Like water in my open hands I would be a fool to make a fist Pray keep me open

Seems too good to be true

A faith that saves fully A God who loves me A creator who knows me A Lord who is perfectly just And justly perfect For eternity Forever

Seems too good to be true When good people die young In a world where so much is broken Where hatred permeates society Truth seems elusive Peace feels unreliable Where confusion causes frustration between loved ones When we forget who and whose we are How often we experience inequity, suffering and injustice

But it's not too good to be becoming true We know certain truths become more true with time Light conquers darkness Truth defeats lies The moral arc of the universe is long Yet bends toward justice

At some unknown future time and date It won't be too good to be true Because that's where we are headed And for now the work is clear For each and all of us to be a part of this becoming For it may seem too good to be true today But in eternity all will be redeemed

So we orient toward everlasting life and truth With feet stuck in temporal mud of seemingly slow progress Praying for the eternal truth within our souls to be revealed in the work of our heart, mind, posture, and effort. For our very being to be becoming the being that isn't too good to be true It's too true to comprehend It's too good to understand It seems temporarily out of reach today Yet it is so eternally good that it is forever true

It may seem too good to be true But it's becoming true Right here Right now Before our very eyes Even when we are impatient Even when we are distracted Even when we are in the way It's becoming true every day

Do you have a soul?

I've been asked how my soul is doing a few times. But I've never been asked if I have a soul. Seems to be an important question. Particularly since the answer seems so fundamental & consequential:

If I don't believe I have a soul, then what am I? If I do believe I have a soul, then what am I?

Maybe our answer to that question is more important than we realize. Of course isn't the same as yes.

I believe not only that I have a soul, but that you do too. But it very much seems you must believe for yourself for that truth to take hold. I pray that you do. Or at least that you will.

Seek first

Truth matters It is good and right to seek truth It is good and right to love what is good and right

So, seek not to be reconciled to your own version of truth Instead, seek to be reconciled to the truth big enough to hold us all

And by doing so to experience a truth that does not cling to understanding But instead bathes in grace & mercy A truth that does not fear the future nor worry over the past But instead embraces the present unfolding moment A truth that does not insist or demand But instead flows in wisdom and curiosity A truth that does not only exist right now But will be true for eternity

Where might you be stuck in your own truth when the greater truth awaits?

Life's Journey: Who and Where

Stumbling in the dark I didn't know what I didn't know I still don't So I synthesis knowing Convince myself of the most basic understanding as truth Insufficient as it may be, my maps got me this far

I am the world's most important insignificant thing And so are you I know where I'm going even if I can't see the path that gets me there Care to join me?

My identity is static and unchanging in Christ Yet my personality changes with intention Sometimes by neglect Perhaps even by the wind I am wonderfully made by God who created the world I see And the world I can't see The truths I don't know that I don't know

I once heard a mystic say that God doesn't exist because God is greater than existence. Could it be that God created some greater part of me, the part I can't know that I didn't know? The part that is everything Holy and wholly God's precious child

My path unfolds in each moment through the miracle of presence Bound together in time by the mysteries of consciousness, memory, and awareness Pointing to an unknowable depth, incredible promise of grace, overwhelming presence of love Yet designed for me to access? Differentiated and accommodated to the simple steps of my feet, desire of my heart, seeking of a truth that can both define and lead me

God has a plan but it can't be read backwards Somehow it starts and ends with salvation in Christ Moves through space and time with the confusion and sins of our freewill Nudged gently by the Spirit Powered by Divine gifting as collectively heavenly as they are uniquely yours and mine

Crashing against the rails violently God calls us forward yet we run blindly, sometimes rebeliously, side to side Pain becomes our warning system Pain not from God but pain from our distance from God's generous plan and design If we work hard enough or drift listlessly enough we can leap and fall away suddenly Our sudden distance from truth and light jars us into discomfort Not to make comfort the goal but to realize that there is a certain good and godly comfort on the Divine path It's not a comfort of flesh and details It's a comfort of transcendence and context Why would God end all suffering When we choose it so often And in choosing it we have a chance to wake up and see through it to the truth beyond our capacity to understand

Holy Spirit dances between the perfect eternal will of God and the fallen rhythm of my free will To a music too heavenly for me to comprehend But when I listen carefully Just for a moment There is a glimpse of eternity I witness a vision of a world illumined and illumining As it was and ever shall be

Even if I can only see it for a moment An infinitesimal rift into the eternal Even if I spend my whole life babbling like a fool about the unseen that I didn't see

Because somehow I caught a glimpse The unknown I can't know Yet by God's grace I can follow The mysteries that created me That I call Father Even if I can't see Him That I call Mother Even if I have no memory of touching Her That I call Jesus Even if His love and grace and mercy is beyond my capacity Come, Holy Spirit! Let my request align my simple will with your perfect plans As it was and ever shall be Amen

Grasping, greed, Generosity, and joy

With good intentions and white knuckles, I have tried harder and more times than I can count to get it right.

My greed is not the type that you can see in the car that I drive or the clothes that I wear. I don't grasp for material possessions or status. Yet my greed and grasping keep me small by limiting my reality to what I can understand and influence.

Today I learn to exhale not by force but by faith A door closes and a window opens Generosity and joy begin to flow in on a soft quiet Holy Spirit breeze Finally their invitation was sent & received without pressure or expectation Welcome home

For too many years I have placed life's hourglass upon the foundation of grasping and greed Counting and measuring each precious moment Often even with gratitude Today I gently turn it over to rest in the generosity and joy of the present moment I start to lose count of time as it moves past me into the future And somehow find myself more present and aware than ever before

Where might you be operating from greed and grasping when you could be allowing joy and generosity?

What Overall? Really?? Really??? Y????????

Don't worry.

Why in the world?

I heard a friend say recently, “I don't think I was made for this world.” Maybe he was right. But that assertion seemed incomplete. So I asked, “What if this world was made for you?”

God as the perfect parent

I love to watch our kids grow up Is that what it's like for God to observe creation? God knows each child and the path before them Watching how it unfolds brings him joy

Temptation

Obviously = sugar Not obviously = anxiety

Where are you most tempted?